Dish of the Day: Sway- Big Runga

saturdays are my 'funnest' days. :)
i always enjoy myself, somehow.
watching The Silent Scream was traumatic though. you know, the infamous documentary on abortion, where they show you how they cut babies up in the wombs.
:S
service wasn't too good for me initially. sometimes, i wonder if God is having fun messing my mind.
the drummer during worship, looked, well, like my last ex-boyfriend.
they looked literally identical, except my ex-bf's a little more retarded.
that totally distracted me. and overwhelmed me with memories. i mean, i was thrown off-guard.
everything just came into my mind like, a clash and a boom.
getting to know him at british council when i was in sec 1.
thought he was those shy, quiet types. i had a crush on him.
sept 11 happened. i stopped going to B.C.
almost 2 years without him in my life...
then he reappeared.
being all sweet, and msging iloveyous in the wee hours.
once, when we were talking about death:
me: who would you want at your death bed?
him: you, of course.
me: (gleefully) why?
him: well, everybody would want someone they love to be by their side when they die.

i bet he doesnt remember any of it now. ok, i didnt either, until i read my old journal.
ah. sick of it. just like what weihong said. sick of it.
let bygones be bygones. i hope i wont get to see thar drummer anymore; or him in school for that matter.
strange how God puts people together.

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